I have posted in a while but nothing exciting in my life. I finally graduated and now i am just waiting to go to college in the fall. I am still with my wonderful boyfriend. Summer hasn't been all that exciting. Hopefully when it stops raining it won't be as bad. What i really want to do is go swimming and have it be like 80 degrees out. but i also wish it would cool down at night so i can cuddle with gavin without sticking to him because it is so hot. Thats okay though. it is only june though. well not really its almost july. I hung out with Karri today. That was interesting. We didn't really do anything to exciting but it was fun just being with her. We don't have to do anything and we still have fun. Tim however almost got the police at Trails house. Thats about it. but we all left and went to Trails mom and dads to hide. Nothing ever happened. Yeah This is boring. I am going to go to bed shortly after I call Gavin and say good night.

I have one more day left of school. Yesterday was the farewell assembly for the seniors. It actually wasn't as bad. I didn't even cry. My best friend did though. I don't think it hit me because i had to come back the next two days because i have to take my exams. I think eventually it will hit me but i don't know when. The biggest thing is the people. I am just going to miss the peoples faces. i have grown with them for 13 years. Now i get to grow on my own now, with out them around. Thats the thing that is most interesting to me. I am ready to go to college. I know it will be more of a challenge but i am ready for it. I want a degree and i want to go somewhere in life.

So I graduate in less then two weeks for high school. I am so like scared, nervous, excited, and yet i have no clue whether to cry or jump for joy. Its one unexplainable feeling. I have so much to do in so little time. Its so crazy. Then i am always stressed about something. So i just add that to my feelings too. I want to be done but at the same thing i don't want to leave. I now have to grow up and be an adult. I don't even turn 18 till july. AHHHHHHHHHH! I'll keep you posted.

I am really happy right now with my life. My boyfriend has just started a new job on Monday. It somewhat sucks because it is afternoon shifts but hey he finally has income and is happy that he has one. I hope that once i graduate it won't be as bad. It sucks because i am in school all day and once i get out he can't see me because he is at work. But its okay. I turned in scholarships on Friday of the 28th of March so hopefully i get something back from that for college. I did find out that i won't be able to receive financial aid but its okay because ill just take out a loan for college.

I am in my Second hour with Mrs. Eberhard. I have all of my stuff caught up. So i decided to get my profile updated as much as i can.. I think this is a great web site and i hope to understand it better in a couple more weeks. This class is really crazy we are suppose to be reading Heart of Darkness and answering questions. Thats really about it. I dont know what to write.